Variations

In school today we learnt indirect variation
Our dear teacher cited an example
the usual authoritarian

It’s like swimming he says
the more you struggle
the faster you sink
And as he said it his ears turned pink

More haste, less speed, he enunciates.
More time, less pace, you procrastinate.

Like the holiday homework I have long ago set
Have all of you completed
I think not yet!

Inverse variation
he very much claims
is a negative force
on most our aims

A minus on a positive part
An arrow through an aching heart

For loving her if likened to the world’s applications
was so very much like indirect variations.

The more I try, the further I fall.
I guess I shouldn’t have tried after all.

Divination believed; always preached
the future’s like stone, cast and set
the fading white ink on Kate Johnson’s desk
stand as a lasting testament to that.

-Samuel Tay



Excerpt Prose #7

The air-conditioning of the mazda RX-7 was on full blast, valiantly putting up defense to the swealtering midday sun. He knew the time had come. Cold air made his fingers blue on the steering wheel, numb and unfeeling. This wasn't very much different from his current emotions. She sat silently by his side, so silent on the ride back that he was almost on the edge of thinking she knew what was coming. The traffic light turned green. He shifted into first gear and put his foot down on the accelerator, steeling himself for what was coming.

The car slowed to a crawl and finally stopped outside her driveway. The silence was so deafening he almost screamed.
'So...' a murmur. Uncertain, yet resigned. Her voice... His chest seized up. His face, however was impassive, ambivalent to the last degree.
He fingered the engagement ring on his fourth finger, tracing their names imprinted so clearly on its intricate designs. Gently easing it out, he took her hand in his own.

Freezing.
'Your hands are so cold...' he managed to choke out.
He was answered with silence.
Finally mustering the courage to look at her, he angled himself directly parallel to the adjacent seat.

Whatever defenses he had built around himself, whatever he had steeled himself for, could never have prepared him for this. The facade of indifference crumbled the instant the love of his life entered his sight.
She met his gaze, steady and unyielding.
Withered rose petals from the nearby garden blew past them. She caught one of them swiftly out of mid-air.
'Now that's a pity...' he managed with an oddly detached voice which was not his own.
She glanced at the withered rose she now held in her hands, ' Yes, I guess... I would know what it's like to have something... so wonderful... destroyed.'
destroyed.....

He pressed the ring into her right hand, closing it into a fist which now held the withered rose and the ring.

Her eyes went moist.
'Why though,' she continued in a steady voice, 'do things always turn out that way?'
'You can never know who to believe though, can you?' he replied, feeling like he had eaten rocks.
'I've never stopped believing in you.' Not a hint of a whine or whimper. Just plain, solid, undeniable fact.
'Maybe that was a mistake.' Indifference, he had to manage indifference.

Turning to her, he tried to maintain a cold, disconnected air., but when he caught sight of that pair of lovely innocent eyes, tears started to well up and his throat closed.
'I love you, I do. But you deserve better. I'm sorry.' he choked out.
She said nothing and did not move. After a suppressed sniff, however, she turned toward him.

Leaning forward, she kissed him. A kiss as delicate as a soap bubble.
'I love you, I really do. Sorry, but you deserve better.' he repeated.
'I know,' she replied gently, with a tenderness that tore at his heart, 'me too.'
'I have to leave.' The latch went down and the car door opened. Heat flooded in.
'Wait,' he placed his hands on each side of her face and stared into her eyes. Mesmerising. Bars of light broke her face into bands of sun and shadow.

He let her go

-Samuel Tay

Lost to the wind

You whisper in my ear
tantalising temptations that make my mind go fuzzy
stagnant and so very
frozen

You whisper in my ear
blowing up dust i thought
had long settled into the remains
of a long forgotten past

You whisper in my ear
revelations that send my world
spinning
as tears trickle down the sides of your face

Unseen
Unchecked
What's gone can never be
brought back.

-Samuel Tay

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Hey, Friend.
by Samuel Tay

Friend, how long has it been
since the last time
we strolled down this sidewalk
your hand in mine?

Friend, how long has it been
since the last time
you looked into my eyes and said
'Silly, love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme'

Friend, how are you now
speeding down life's lonesome highway
never pausing to look around
realising you are so alone?

Friend, how are you now
rushing into the future
at the speed of thought with such
blindness?

Friend, how much do you show
in the times you think no one's watching
your facade
slips.

Friend, how much do you show
in the times you think one's looking
you pause and look back
just a fraction.

And see with unseeing eyes
your life now so filled with lies
the pain built up over time
now etched on your beautiful face
every line.

[Eminem] What is it with motherfuckers thinkin that..
because we're in the spotlight or whatever that..
they can do or say whatever they want to us
and that we won't retaliate
[Xzibit] Protect my motherfuckin self, by ANY
[Eminem & Xzibit] MEANS, NECESSARY
[Eminem] Right?
[Eminem]Cause you don't know me,
I don't know you
So don't approach me,
I won't approach you
And don't insult me,
I won't insult you
Cause you don't know what I will or I won't do
Cause you don't know me, I don't know you
So don't approach me, I won't approach you
And don't insult me, I won't insult you
Cause you don't know what I will or I won't do.

This goes out to every fucked up bitch who's been saying stuff abt me. You don't even know me. You ain't affecting me, I'm just taking 2mins of my time to communicate with shiet. (you)

It's not that I don't like you. It's just that behind all the talk and spotlight, I'm a human just like you.

It turns out that the friend i thought was true wasn't really there, I guess I just have to pick up the pieces and move on.
Bye.

He traced the outline of the flimsy cardboard box which once held the silver ring now coated with rust. Trembling, he used his other hand to pick up the keychain she'd gotten for him during a school trip to a nearby island at the end of a school year. His index finger went over the words 'capricorn' and his name which were printed in brown ink on the surfboard shaped wood. He drops both onto his already cluttered desk. Staring at the chat logs on his LCD screen, he clenched his fists and with agonising slowness, brought his white knuckles down on the button 'delete'. 'He's going to write me a poem!' she had exclaimed. Sure, so even he can give you that now. Eyes shut, he finally let go of the knot constricting his windpipe. Sure it felt like drowning, sure it felt like killing a part of himself, but he did it, he did it. He was never anything special anyway, so why the trouble? It didn't matter he would never see her again, he'd surmised that she treated everyone this way, why would he be any different? After donning his shoes, he picked up the two fallen objects on his desk and slammed the door with before running out into the dawn that was breaking overhead. He took one last look at the two objects of his past lying in his palm. Images of her eyes, her smile, her brilliance flashed by. 'Goodbye,' he muttered silently, and flung them into the dumpster. He sprinted off towards the beach, feeling for the first time since 2 years ago the warmth of the sun as dawn broke above him. All was well. He smiles.

为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍.
好想,好想再淋一遍.
说了那么多
最后只能说再见
(:

They arranged to meet at this spot after the school bell went, a stretch of deserted red brick road by the back of the school. He paced up and down by the drains, waiting with a racing heart for her appearance. Five minutes passed. Just as he was about to make his way back to the school canteen, she appeared, like miracles did at the brink of death, or in his case, his loss of breath. She was wearing a light brown sweater over her uniform and her arms were folded around her, as if to ward off the lingering cold which hung in the September air. She had yet to spot him. His heart rate increased ten fold, thinking immediately to check his reflection in the glass panes of a nearby window and set his hair right. It was okay, he thought, neatly combed, nothing overdone. And then she was there. Her eyes met his, and, not for the first time, his heart melted from the undiluted sweetness radiating from her. He found it unusually difficult to draw air into his lungs.
'We really shouldn't be doing this.' Gosh, what a stupid thing to say.
'Well,' a playful smile crossed her face, 'do you want it or not?'
Then, as if in unspoken consent, both covered the last few metres between them and their lips met for the first time. Time seemed to slow, crawl, and finally stop. His hands were stiff by his side as he breathed for the first time the smell of her shampoo, their lips were the only points of contact they had with each other. He forgot to breathe, air did not exist. In less than a second, they broke apart. She glanced up shyly at him, as if embarrassed, and strode off without a word. The fierce afternoon sun beat down on his back, but he did not care. His lungs cried out in protest at the lack of air, but he did not care. 'YES!' he yelled in pure elation, taking in large gulps of air as he collapsed against the gray cement wall. 'Yes...!' he exclaimed for a second time. 'Yes!'

The noise from a nearby construction site shook him from his reminiscing, welcoming him back to the harsh and cold reality of this world. A ghost of a smile still remained on his face, but his eyes had went back to their original state of an empty dead shell. His knuckles tightened around the window grills, tears streamed down his face as his lone yell of anguish filled the night.

Page 45

They both sat in silence facing each other, over a round table with benches in a park. The night was early, the wind was strong, and for the very first time, an array of stars lined the dark sky. They've been sitting here since the sun was halfway set, in an attempt but slightly too late to glimpse the sunset over the rocky beach. She had an ankle guard over her right leg, displaying a slight limp whenever she walked. Her hair cascaded over her eyebrows, leaving just enough gap for her eyes to be glimpsed shining from beneath the few stray strands. He was barely out of his teens, lean and fit but slightly skinny, as was she, but his eyes betrayed experience far beyond the ordinary teen of his age. She lifted her head but dared not meet his gaze, it pained him every time she did that. He insisted she keep her fringe up, she swept it up once, twice thrice, but it always fell back to its original place, each time displaying for a moment the forehead which reflected the core of her character. She gave up on it and told him of her life, the bit he'd missed in that 1 year of absence from each other's lives.
'So do you think I've changed?'
'Yeah.'
'You always say that! Whenever however I ask you. But you never tell me how I've changed'
'You don't run away from me anymore'
'I meant, besides that!'
'Well, you're taller now, and you've definitely grown up.'
'Many things I've experienced changed me'
'Yeah...' He gazes deep into her eyes, but she flinches and looks away.
'You've definitely changed... and that's good for you, definitely, but I guess, not for me.'
'Why?'
'Because......'
'Because?'
'Just because.'
He couldn't go on, he wished he could, he really did, to just open up and let the endless flow of emotions gush out in a raging torrent, but he could not. As he gazed once more at her face, her perfect nose which he'd always teased her for, the slight curve of her lips, and her eyes. Her wonderful, gloriously perfect eyes. The pair of eyes which was and always will be, part of him. It pained him, an angonising weight upon his heart, that she was so close, yet so far, right in front of him, yet he couldn't reach out and hug her close. He'd done so, but only once, but that once was so vividly etched in his mind he doubted he'd ever forget it.
'Because what? Tell me!'
'My life is just... too complicated. I can't tell you'
'You can!'
'No I can't'
'You can! I'm always right!' A mischievous smile played upon her face, for she too had detected her unorthodox use of an old quarrel between them.
'I give up.' he sighed, letting a mask of exasperation take over his expression, but inside, inside he felt terrible. It felt as though his insides just emptied out, replaced by a resonating numbness that echoed through him. He wanted to call out to her, to tell her how he still felt for her, how she could just run straight into his arms if she pleased, but the howling wind swept his words away. They were gone before he even said them.

He knew this would be the last meeting they had for a very long time, and after that night he would go back to being the one she always left out, ignored, and treated as insignificant. Their lives were too interwined for him to completely detach himself from her, yet from too different origins such that he could never have her back.

It was late. 'Can we go?' she whispered tentatively. 'Kay.' he got up and out of habit, reached for her hand before realising his mistake and withdrew it hastily, resulting merely in their hands touching for a moment. That one electrifying moment.

He walked her to the bus stop. Him, a confident, graceful stride with albeit a slight hunch. Her, a limp disrupting her beautiful demaenour with every step but making her way forward nevertheless. Her bus came, and for the final time, she lifted her eyes to meet his. His heart groaned in pain. 'See, I'm not afraid anymore' He smiled despite himself, 'Yeah Yeah okay, I get the point.'

She walked towards the bus, turned at the last moment when he called out, 'Oh yeah, one more thing.'
'Yeah?'
'Don't blog about today'
'I don't intend to'
'Oh... Okay, bye-bye'
'bye-bye'

The words echoed through his mind. The same 'Bye-bye' he'd heard all too often just over a year ago, always having to voice it but never wanting to. Then the tumultous load of regret crashed down upon him. Her changing this much had this much impact on him, for the simple reason he regretted leaving her, regretted hurting her, regretted neglecting her.

It was too late now though, he reasoned, he was with somebody else, though he would give anything to have her back. He picked himself up, brushed the dirt off his jeans, and walked off into the empty night.
You'll never see this, you never come here anyway.

Moving Force
by Samuel Tay

Rocks
Rend the currents through
for salmon cannot migrate
in waters so thick

Sun
rend the darkness through
for men can blindly see
in darkness so complete

Wind
rend the air in thermals
for birds cannot soar
in air so solid

Leaf
cut through the updraft
settle on rotting logs
to rot and decay

Fire
dance and rave
with a fiesty chuckle
mischievous grin upon your face
destruction complete

copyrighted Samuel Tay 2008


Black Rubies, Turquoise Gems
by Samuel Tay

We all wish we made a stunning sight
like black rubies and turquoise stones
live a life spent up on that immortal height

Always we hope life would shed some light
on how the world went from corpses to bones
we all wish we made a stunning sight

In every storm, fall, we give it all our might
hoping fate would not deal us out of comfort zones
live a life spent up on that immortal height

A dying quake won't give in without a fight
it will in its wake discard more homes
we all wish we made a stunning sight

Yet as we gaze into the mirror we long to see something bright
sparkling at the edges of the mirror's domes
live a life spent up on that immortal height

Yet we all know, whether wrong or right
Vanity stretches far past the 'alone's
We all wish we made a stunning sight
live a life spent up on that immortal height

Copyrighted Samuel Tay 2008

Should I close this blog... No1 ever comes here -.-

Somewhere Near
by Samuel Tay

She watches him, lachrymose
as sight deluded him
Each passing day he stayed after she left
his nights now anti-dream

He was present when the ground breached its rights
and she was lowered in
Granite stone over a hollow grave
Blame on him or sin?

Burden being that fateful day
all was wind and rain
she traced back in returning the sea's embrace
and was never seen again

He too ventured out with her
but only to some part
he got back fine and whole
but never did his heart

Yet after all these weary years
his mind was left in abeyance
he daren't think, he daren't hope
to chance on drastic turns

But at some point he found the truth
he was blind to all this time
each word of the pact made forgotten
with every note of the clock's chime

For by when he set foot on twilight ground
She had left without a sound





copyrighted 2008 Samuel Tay

Poison Coated Chocolates for Christmas

by Samuel Tay

Flashbacks of a distant past linger
as time passes
like the waxy remains of a spider's web



Christmas carols sung by fire
burns, destroys
but radiates warmth



Still that icy cold
creeping, eating away.
Against the wave of impending doom

Indifference
I felt as I watched
the place go up in flames

Indifference
I felt as lives went off before me
Glimmers of light extinguished from their eyes

Church went down before me
silence of blood beneath smouldering ash
all life lost in burning smoking flesh

Yet there lay
unscathed and whole
its velvet wrapping still in place
Chocolates from that distant past

Reminicsence
of love that did not last

copyrighted Samuel Tay 2008

HELLO (: I've been dead, as usual. =X Sorry about that. Simply couldn't being myself to blog.... laziness. xD

1 word to sum up the month of July...... NATIONALS! ahaha. Well... we came in 1st overall. For Cdiv Bdiv boys we were 1st. But Adiv lost I'm so sorry. A girls won too though =)

It would've been a quite enjoyable Nationals if I didn't screw everything up for everyone...

4x100 : baton dropped when I was passing to Lester. NOT MY FAULT OKAY. HIT HIS HAND BEFORE IT DROPPED. We could've broke nthe record otherwisse....

4x400m : I let the whathisname? oh ya Nicholas Tang from ssp cut me. bloody asshole.

ahh well but I guess Zhou screwed up worse than me xD

I madee new frenz! haha. ChinHui ( Doraemon ) who was freakin dao towards me last year cos I was 'Rubbish that he could own so easily in 400m' and Nicholas ( ok i kinda alr knew nick) n alottt others. Like Clara too yeah ;D

So for my individual events...

400m : Silver, 2nd timing 53.67secs
400m hurdles: Gold, 1st, timing 60secs ( I screwed this race la really...)

Here are the links go see n read them =)
http://redsports.sg/2008/07/15/ng-chin-hui-400m(online newspaper article on 400m)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C__BnVaQ_u8(400m hurdles finals video) (I'm the yellow jersey guy)

Hongyi came in 1st for both 100m and 200m! Congrats! so inspired by him... The spirit of a true champ....where he doesn't let HEIGHT deter him. LOL jkjk hongyi xD but srsly, congrats anyway

Zhou u screwed up la u. See ur running posture everything all wrong. Next year must own back short la ok. ZzZ. We didnt take ur balls play ping pong v.good alr -.-

DONOVAN, MY BOYFRIEND... ::::: WHY U TRAIN SO MUCH. NOW INJURED LA. sobs.... cant stand to see u in pain. LOL come in 8th for 100m. Not bad la 13.01 secs HAHA

Naaat (rgs) u not bad alr la k....3rd in 800m....told u u could burn the track luhh ;D
Clara I hate u friggin record breaker. ysoimba huh. Previous day told me ' i wanna go for record' next day boom record broken.

TIMO ( cat high) : nice run xD ran with u in both my finals. good luck with ur rship life HAHA

OH YEAH. not forgetting Hongyi's and Zhou's video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZvUdcCANaw&feature=related
and their link to redsports http://redsports.sg/2008/07/20/hci-track-and-field/
I'll post the pics later! Read back xD

Lols posting from school cuz i got nothing to do =/
doodled around in malay class n wrote this...

Swing-Swing-Swing
by Samuel Tay

Flowers bloomed admist
the setting sun in an iridescent red
Leaves in a glorious dance admist
the gale of a storm

As the pendulum swings, swings

Footsteps traced back to the beach where
everything began
foamy waves washed up against the sand
where lonely, stood a man

As the pendulum swings, swings

Drenched, worn by the four seasons
lines of suffering etched on the contours of his face
Hurt, lost, all bearings gone
he washed back up to this place

As the pendulum swings, swings

Beauty was his to have but not to hold
for he had something else
to pull onto no matter how cold
even through the seven hells

As the pendulum swings, swings

Flowers withered, its time over
admist clear blue skies
footsteps faded, into forever
as slowly the love dies
slowly

Just to watch you go
As the pendulum swings, swings.



copyrighted Samuel Tay 2008 any attempt to fuck this poem as ur own will be fucked by me.

Perhaps
by Samuel Tay

You said the stars twinkle from our love
when we were in that open meadow
yet you turned away
as butterflies floated, flew low

Perhaps you never loved?

You looked into my eyes
and told me in that far distance
lay clear blue skies
meant only for us

Perhaps that wasn't what you meant?

You said the path would be rocky
but you'll walk with me every step of the way
no matter how bad or unsteady
you'll still be with me at the end of the day

Perhaps it was just an empty promise?

When my arms were wrapped around you
you said you wanted this to last forever
every word sounded true
'no one could take me higher'

Perhaps I wasn't what you wanted?

When we were one
nothing seemed impossible
everything felt so right
so perfectly in place

Perhaps it was just my wishful thinking?

But changed the balance of fate
17th September held so the date

Perhaps it was just so a dream
and I just have to face reality

That now you're gone
and always will be.

slc pics.

Lester and moi

Guan Lin's screwdy face

Winkii

Breaking Point
by Samuel Tay

A twig can bend so much till it breaks
that's really all it could take
You couldn't change that
you couldn't fake

It's the way of life
where there are limits to every aspect
it seems I've hit mine
there's nothing more in me to expect

why force yourself on something you can't excel in
why force a farmer to learn to read
It's all a show to take over what you were never good at
the root of this problem - a never ending cycle

Every time I pick myself up
force myself outta this deceit
but it seems every time i get back upon my feet
i fall right back

In this world
where I'm just an insignificant nobody
even to that girl
who feels I'm not much of anybody

Don't tell me to get back up
you don't even care
cuz deep inside
you got other thoughts to spare

I won't waste your precious time
I won't hear your empty promises
It's never enough for you
no matter what I do

Don't tell me to give it another try
cuz I know I'll never go anywhere up high
so before I break down and cry
Please just leave me here to rot
and die.

was doodling around in class. and managed to get a poem outta my head. it really kinda describes a relationship..

Forever, Forever
by Samuel Tay

The dew drops of the early morning
trickle down the leafy stalks
slowly, slowly
As I fell in love with you
by the wind of yesterday's talks
slowly, slowly

And the first time I saw you
love embraced my heart
strongly, strongly
And the cauldron of passion overflowed
gushing through and igniting the spark
strongly, strongly

With each passing day I recall
the feel of your hand on my face
gently, gently
With honeyed caramel times
the first time my lips met yours
gently, gently

The trickling of time passing way too fast
for either of us to grasp
faster, faster
and our love blossoming into something
we could no longer control
stronger, stronger

But slowly but surely the tide ebbs
it waxes and wanes
gradually, gradually
The love we once had
diminished with pain
gradually, gradually

Languid flow of water starts to slow
into something we did neglect
slower, slower
and the pace of our own lives
picking up with every beat
faster, faster

In stagnant water we drifted
away from our dreams of each other
further, further
And the times we shared fell into oblivion
further, further

Till the day we lose each other
it's too late
there will be no turning back
forever, forever

Okay. I decided to revive this blog. So, yesh it rose from the dead.
ummm so wad happened in these 2 months? I went to Australia...Perth...contact me if u want the pics. and umm. Went for 3 all comers. Screwed all of them up...I screwed math and IS. erm... kk my life's screwing up. hmm....oh yeah there was csm ytd. n my completed events was both gold (duh -.- ) and OH YEAH WE BROKE THE NATIONAL RECORD for CDIV 4x100m. =) thanks to hongyi donovan zhou n I. woohoo. lol old news. hmmm. okay thats about all luh... I mean no1 usually bothers to come here so why bother posting.

Our Foresight
by Samuel Tay

They stand by the park bench
in a brave display of defiance
in their hearts etched a hollow ranch
being viewed by all as wastes

They whom human hearts beat
brothers with a common cause
by dying out in society's heat
no stop - no pause

By their artwork of graffiti they stay
hopes dead
others cast aside
instead

Laughter faked
feelings not
out in the nights they staked
no choice but to be a runt

With cigar smoke for a shield
and always
glances bounce off their hardened exterior
but within grew seeds of the inferior

They have eyes, ears, a beating heart
so why I ask
do we set them apart?

From the rest of us with idyllic full lives
instead of theirs with bloodstained knives

with the gaunt look in their eyes
colder than that of the artic ice



Perfidy
by Samuel Tay

There are many incommodious ways to break a man's heart
you could wrench it out
leave it in a freezer
and hammer it to pieces when you're free

but to do this you would need
a hammer
a freezer
and a huge endurance for blood and guts and gore

you could nail him to a cross
at the top of a mountain to show him who's boss
paste a bull's eye over his heart
and with a crossbow shoot it down with ease

but to do this you would need
five men to hold the cross
energy to shout yourself hoarse
and a crossbow with a dearly cost

a simpler way to break a man's heart
so much easier and much more neat
is to make him trust someone apart
from himself and leave him be

to do this
you would need nothing more
than the folly to trust someone
till she betrays you to the very core

Wedding Bells
by Samuel Tay

The fragrance of your hair
clouds my mind
The taste of your lips
stays on mine

As we were wrapped around each other
pines on either side of the boulevard
just the two of us

our silhouettes in the middle of
the horizon amidst the setting sun
give us blessings
for the long road ahead we shall run

Till we hear the soft tinkling of wedding bells
if that time will come
only time tells

j’et aime
by Samuel Tay

Here’s my promise made today
to you but no one else
For you my love no matter what you say
being bewitched by your love spells

And ‘I love you’ is just two words

You’re like my sweetest sweet
my prettiest flower
The sweetness which comes
it makes me feel a hundred times better

And ‘I love you’ is just two words

You have become the spark of my life
I hope you feel so too
I will be there to break your fall
thank you for love so true

And ‘I love you’ is just two words

I wanna be your fairytale prince
your knight in shining armour
I take my every breath for you
j’et aime, romance de amour’

And ‘I love you’ is just two words

Cuz ‘I’ and ‘You’ are one.

Both are dedicated to you my love, my one and only. Lindee-

Stardust
by Samuel Tay

you held my hand in the black hole
then there was nothing but us
a blissful darkness there was

a blanket transcends over us
gently
slowly
as a falling star shoots past

and an orange flare lit up the sky
as we rode over the moon
frolicking with the stars

in the night not by day
we meet thus again
by that rainbow – the seventh ray

but maybe once in a while the meaning of this love we will miss
eyes not our hearts tell us this

copyrighted Samuel Tay 2008
dedicated to my one and only, Lindee. in life or in death, it's you my love.

This is me.
And yeah this is my blog.
if you don't like it,
or don't like me
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I'm Samuel, better known as Sam, ,
in track, sprints,
music is a must,
and I hate attention seeking freaks.
I came into this world on January the 17th
capricorn's the horoscope
enjoy fooling around and stuff. XD
ask me if u wanna know more.
contact: 91151340
or add me at chinkeat_5566@hotmail.com
friendster ---friendster.com/sadisticsam
I'm pretty boring. but who cares XD

Simple as I am,
I have certain rules,
please follow them while you're here,
don't make yourself a fool.

music is a must,
running must be fast,
This place is for me to shout,
you have a problem? Get out.



|Jon |
|Yihui |
|Lindee <3333 |
|Natalie |
|Justinn |
|JERMAINE |
|Alyssa |
|Mr Sng GALVIN |
|Jeremayye |
|Kelly! |
|huiyu |
|GLADYS MEI! <33 |
|MAXISTO MIRACLE!xDD |


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